Airplanes

So, this one will be short, I promise. I just want to write about this amazing song by B.o.B. and Hayley Williams of Paramore. It's called Airplanes. The chorus is my favorite part. "Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now." I was walking tonight, listening to this song, and it makes me just want to stay outside and look up at the sky. I feel kind of stupid lately, kind of hopeless. As I already said, I can't function like I used to. I want to just forget it all. I've been trying so hard to be discovered, when in the end, all that really matters is that I enjoy doing what I do. I've been trying so hard, and it's starting to make me bored. I've decided that I'm just going to do what I do because I WANT TO. In the song, B.o.B. keeps saying that he was rapping for fun before he started doing it for money. He says that he wants to pretend it's like that again. So that's what I'm going to do... well, not rap, because obviously I suck at that. But you know what I mean.